TOO LEGIT TO QUIT.

2009-07-29T03:13:00.000-07:00

New fringe. Ugh.
On another note. Fiercest HBIC.
Showcasing the new line 'Sasha Fierce is Dereon'.

2009-07-19T22:01:00.000-07:00

So I've neglected this. Lovely.

Uni starts in one week, and I've promised myself to make an effort this time around. Apart from the fact my course doesn't exactly require much study and attention, I need to get my creative juices flowing once again. Meaning, having the same mindset I had when I was 16. I've lost all interest in photography that it scares me. What have I become? Wow that was depressing. You know what else is depressing? I lost my fucking job haha. To be honest, it was a bittersweet ending. I dreaded work for a number of months. But I need CA$H!!!! It's alright, uni is my priority these days. Or so I hope..

I watched Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince on the weekend :) And guess what? It shits all over Twilight. HP FOREVERRRR <3>

Anyways I'm listening to 'My Love is Like Wo' by Mya and it brings back sooo many memories. Those were the mf'ing days. Enough said. You won't get it. But whatever, I'm out to wallow in my sorrows. Oh yeah, I love Ciara's new hurrrrr.

2009-07-12T03:56:00.000-07:00

Good night with the boys.
I won a hell of a lot of money during poker. I'm great.

2009-07-08T19:46:00.000-07:00

I love her. And I don't care if the video was low budget and lack lustre.

2009-07-05T03:27:00.000-07:00

ONE WEEK OF RIHANNA

Yeah, I'm jealous.

2009-07-02T19:09:00.000-07:00

"I think it is all a matter of love; the more you love a memory the stronger and stranger it becomes."

I'm reading the most amazing book at the moment. Lolita by Vladimir Nabokov. I figured I'd waste my time doing something I haven't had the chance to do in the past year and a half. Oh that reminds me, 2009 has reached its halfway point, which in my mind is such a disappointment, I feel like I haven't achieved anything all year. Mediocrity at its best.

So yesterday I visited my dearest wife (heavily sacrificing my health), and needless to say; I couldn't have planned out my day any better. Despite the fact we did shit all, spending the day with my favourite luvo uplifted my spirits rofllll. I also convinced her to get a blog and a lookbook yeww.

Anywho, I'm going to cut this blog short. I have an appointment at the doctors right now, I'm gonna be late. As usual. Anyways the point is:

- read 'Lolita'
- follow dear Kathleen's blog ; http://brazen-flaunting.blogspot.com/

Ta x

2009-06-28T23:54:00.000-07:00

R.I.P. MICHAEL JACKSON <3

Gone are the days I'd repeatedly watch the 'Black and White' music video and envy over his and Macaulay's friendship. Or wish I was the girl in 'The Way You Make Me Feel' music video. ANDDD make videos of myself singing 'You Are Not Alone' at the age of six.

You will be terribly missed MJ, your music lives in us all. And yes I chucked an LJM and compiled a playlist of my favourite songs by him :)

1958 - 2009

On a sidenote - I had an awesome weekend! On Friday I saw Transformers with Marie - I have to say ... the sequel was rather disappointing. Desipte the amazing visual effects and Megan Fox's undescribable beauty, it was just ... average. I must admit I was out for about 15 minutes, I only woke up when the audience laughed at something hilarious. After the movie I swung past Jana's place, grabbed some food and left. Haha kidding, the steak was awesome.

SATURDAY ♥ Worked during the day. Went home, slept from 3-7ish. Then we went clubbing. In all honesty I suspected a fail night ahead, but you know the idea how you feel like you're having a shit time, but when it's over, it actually turned out good? Yeah, it was that. Excuse my lack of skills in prose, but I've need not used any Advanced English skills in eight months. but most importantly, I loved the weekend :)

I'm out x.

2009-06-24T20:21:00.000-07:00

I think Ne-Yo has my heart on this one. I'm so sorry Mikey Rocks..

2009-06-23T02:37:00.000-07:00

TE AMO...

Definitely feeling that Rihanna track at the moment. Bitch was looking fierce at the court hearing today, hot damn. Chris Brown? No comment, you get what you're given. NGL, I'll still listen to his music. Ohhh not to mention this altercation between will.i.am and Perez Hilton .. all I can say is GG! I don't condone violence in any way shape or form but Mario Lavandeira, you totally deserved that, you can't talk shit about celebrities (especially targeting their kids) and not expect to get hit. Rude awakening much?

Anywho, not really sure why I'm blogging. Everyone's out tonight. It's Tuesday. Even my mother is out. I feel shitty for some reason. I've been on rage mode all week due to miniscule problems here and there. There is nothing to make it better. Maybe I just need a hug.

In other news, I've discovered a (very delayed) new found love for Emma Watson. Lush. Chic. Whatever, she's got it haha. Which reminds me, the Half Blood Prince comes out July 17th! I'm most definitely going to reread the whole series because quite frankly, there's simply nothing more to do with my time.

Harry Potter > Twilight ANYDAY.

Until next time x

2009-06-17T22:44:00.000-07:00

SO TODAY...

I woke up two hours ago. The biggest achievement I've made all week was to reach a 10 hour conference call on Skype ... which ended at 5:30AM in the motherfucking morning.

Can someone take me away?

2009-06-13T03:50:00.000-07:00

BE MINE <3

I've never been so sure about anything in my entire life. I'd totally sacrifice Parklife tickets and buy this owl bag from UTech instead. Yes, deadly serious! IOU of $129 anyone?

2009-06-11T06:46:00.000-07:00

JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF.
keen on ne-yo tickets though :)

2009-06-04T09:06:00.000-07:00

FUCK BEJEWELED, SIMS 3 FTMFW.

Yes, I finally got it. Haha I've done jack with it though, I've just been creating characters all day ... sooo... no verdict for now. Next time!

Gerald and Makisi talking about life in their new kitchen.

Jason and Dwayne at their big blue house. New room mates. Jason thinks Dwayne is okay, but Dwayne is already thinking about taking those hands connected to those biceps.

Someone kill me already omg lol.
These are all based on my friends btw, I'm not one of those Sims freak that make up elaborate life stories and whatnot lol.

2009-06-01T15:10:00.000-07:00

SUCH A LOVELY FACE, SUCH AN UGLY CITY..

♫ baby i will wait for you, if we can be together forever

In short - the Presets were effing amazing. I'm cut coz we lined up too late and completely missed Van She, but nevertheless, Architecture in Helsinki definitely made up for it. But the Presets... no words can explain ... simply amazing!

Quick blog though. I'm officially sick, and I seriously hate this feeling. Swine flu gtfo. But um yeah, that's about it, I should be jumping up and down of joy because Semester 1 of uni is over, but it hasn't really fazed me. You know what has?

I GET SIMS 3 IN TWO SLEEPS :)

2009-05-29T00:19:00.000-07:00

I'M ♥'ING...

- old school 90's slow jams (download Blackstreet, New Edition and Babyface RIGHT NOW.)
- four page letters, thankyou dwayne ♥
- the thought of starting a burn book with kathleen roflmao.
- THE EVER-SO-CLOSE END TO SEMESTER ONE OF UNI.
- sleeping in on winter mornings
- staring at my fisheye covered wall
- having nothing to do, as well as having the house to myself
- taking those stupid quizzes on facebook
- chilling at the catho (yeah, kill me now!)
- the fact that I'm seeing THE PRESETS this Sunday hellz yes!

Yeah, that pretty much sums up my week.
I have nothing too interesting to say anymore.
x

2009-05-25T18:15:00.001-07:00

TRUTH HURTS.

2009-05-22T01:41:00.000-07:00

I WILL FOLLOW YOU INTO THE DARK.

This is one of my favourite songs ever. I haven't gotten around to learning it (I haven't touched the guitar in weeks now), but best believe if someone serenades me with this, I'M YOURS. I love Jesse Barrera minus the acne scars.

2009-05-13T18:13:00.000-07:00

ALL FALLS DOWN.
I'm not sure. This might come off as a rage/rant post. But I'm feeling hella shitty today. Even from last night.

I hate it when you see all the goodness in an individual, until one day they intentionally (or unintentionally) throw it back and do something wrong to you. I'm not sure if that exactly makes sense, but deadset it's like a slap to the face. And the worst thing is, that you find it hard to feel any sort of indignation towards them. You sort of end up just being angry with yourself, which supposedly doesn't solve anything.

But to be honest I'm not one to hold a grudge. Maybe I'm just feeling like this because my plans are now somewhat distorted, and less exciting. Everyone knows I have a tendency to a quick reaction along with a short fuse temper, so I don't know. I'll probably look back on this post and realize how ridiculous I'm being. But fuuuuuck. Okay I'm done haha.

2009-05-11T17:14:00.000-07:00

AN ACTUAL BLOG POST.

So it's 10AM, I'm meant to be at uni but decided to chill at home and skip my lectures. I'm indescribably over it. The thing is, I lack in artistic flair so when it comes to practical assignments, it's like a have permanent designer's block. I've been using photographs for assignments I've taken when I was sixteen, where did all this inspiration and daresay 'talent' go? I guess I'm feeling shitty over nothing, I just woke up and I'm most definitely not a morning person.

In other news, LOL @ Cassie and Rihanna's recent nude leaks. Especially Cassie, seriously, does that bitch have no shame? When she found out she posted on her twitter:

IT SEEMS THAT SOMEONE HAS HACKED INTO MY COMPUTER...THAT'S REAL FOUL AND EVIL. NOW STOP ACTING LIKE YOU HAVEN'T SEEN A TITTY BEFORE.
10:17 PM May 6th from web

I think I lol'ed irl at that. And the ones of Rihanna omfg. ONTD is ruthless is the least I can say.

I have a new found love for JEREMYVILLE. Yes, he is the guy who draws all the cartoons on Minties wrappers all these years, as well as the owner of a full fledged design studio, the creator of 'sketchels', who also has a store in Paddington (where I've yet to visit). I'm not even sure why I like him. Maybe coz he wrote on my wall on Facebook and told me how great I was? Yes, you better believe that lol.

That's about it. Right now I have to get dressed and run to effing Big W to get my prints for Photo Media done. Yeahhh I know, life sucks. Then again, I'm madly looking forward to the next three weekends ahead of me, to make up for the past two NOTHING weekends, as I call them. This week Eric's 18th. Week after that it's ~~the PUSSYCAT DOLLS AND LADY GAGA CONCERT YEWWWWW. OMFG I can't tell you how effing excited I am for that.~~ And the day after it's Dwayne's 18th. And thennnn, week after is the motherfucking PRESETS ALKDJAKLJDLKASDJKLASJDA. Oh how I just LOVE the month of May :)

2009-05-09T03:37:00.000-07:00

Tired and Uninspired.

Yeah, I've been madly neglecting this. I realized I hadn't enough time to keep up with the blogosphere anyways. Anywho, life's been ... rather boring. My weekends have been dull. Work and uni, uneventful. I'll keep you updated another time, it's too cold to type!

x

2009-04-23T05:14:00.000-07:00

"POPULAR CULTURE IS A CONTRADICTION IN TERMS: IF IT'S POPULAR, IT'S NOT CULTURE."
-- VIVIENNE WESTWOOD

2009-04-22T02:02:00.000-07:00

NEXT LEVEL VISUAL SHIT.

Discovered an awesome new magazine today: Mirage. Too bad it was $38. I pretty much stayed in Borders until I read front to back. I REALLLLY wish I had dosh, I would be mega happy. Speaking of cash, I'll be lucky enough to have anything left after this Friday.

Oooooh, Natalie had her baby! Jeremiah Tyler. Farrout, cutest baby ever, I can't wait to watch him grow, I only ever love kids when they're under the age of four (I mean that in the most non-creepiest way possible). Dennis is such a proud father, the photos I took of him are priceless.

Well I have nothing else important to say. Thank goodness for uni holidays I guess?
PS. ~twitter~ me fools.
http://www.twitter.com/denyseee

2009-04-19T04:15:00.000-07:00

HAIRRRRRRR FOR THE MASSES.

Seriously, I think I'm the only person who really liked D. Woods' old hairstyle. MediaTakeOut referred to her as a horse, Concrete Loop said it 'looks like a racoon hat tilted to the side' and ONTD said 'it looks like the long side of her hair is pulling her head down crooked'. Ahhh, whats so wrong with a little edge? I'm not even sure where she got the whole idea from, but Diddy definitely got Danity Kane publicity with her hair and the scrag whore Audrey's antics. I didn't even appreciate their music when they were together, but here's a bit of trivia for you: 'Damaged' made it into the Top 10 list of 'Most Expensive Music Videos of 2008', with Britney's 'Womanizer' being #1 of course. Anyways, Woods' hair is freaking boring as hell now. It's styled like Janet Jackson circa-1993.

Amber effing Rose. FAMEWHORE. Gotta say, the whole bald thing works for her though, she has good facial features to go with it. Most definitely grabs attention too (Ludacris' music video for 'What Them Girls Like' anyone?). She is someone that I'd LOVEEEEE to hate, but her style, fierceness and the fact that shes Kanye's new girlfriend overrides everything.

Lastly, ~~Robyn Fenty~~ Rihanna. After the fall of Domestic Disturbia '09/Christopher Robyn (which I thought was the cutest celebrity couple name, like, ever), girl's been ackin' so crazy. Best believe I love her hair more now better than the whole Halle Berry mushroom/pixie haircut phase. I'm not even sure is her hair is legit or still a weave anymore. At least it still covers her massive fivehead too lol. I'm pretty cut I missed her concert last year too, I full borrowed her concert DVD from the library and intrigued myself with it all Monday morning. Also, that .gif slays me. Why the fuck is she dancing like a nurse from Silent Hill?

Sorry for another boring post about hair lol. It's funny I make comments about hair when I'm too cowardly to do anything to mine. Actually rewind, it's not that. I'm just waiting for this shitty hair to grow before I can experiment with it. I vow to never get a bob though, defs not!

In other news, NAT IS CURRENTLY IN LABOUR. I'm am so effing excited for her and Dennis. This kid is gonna be spoilt to death lol. Here's to being a good godmother :) I hope it's out by tomorrow, I really really really want to visit my new godson haha! Anyways signing off, I'm desperately tired, will most likely watch Fresh Prince now.

PS. Fingers crossed more people get blogspot. This shit will be the new Twitter, but better haha.

2009-04-18T04:05:00.000-07:00

FIERCE OR HOT MESS?

Old news, but worth addressing. Personally, I think her features are waaaaaay too soft to pull it off. As in, she's practically too pretty to pull off ferocity. IMO, either cut the hair shorter or shave it all off. But seriously, it's most likely for publicity, Cassie's been so irrelevant these days. She should have stuck to being a video vixen/model. Her reason for the transformation?

"Sometimes in life, you need a change. Something deeper than what you thought you were capable of. Something that displays the “I don’t give a fuck” attitude that was always present but never showcased. Something that makes you look at this whole wide world differently. And something that will shock your mother, but will make her call you a ROCKSTAR. Yeah, I did it…'

Inspiration? Model, Alice Dellal.

2009-04-16T22:40:00.000-07:00

This is a LADY GAGA post.

Despite the intriguing style...

the ridiculous hairstyles ...

and incredible vocal acrobatics ...

she is still a ~~ganga~~ butterface.

♫ B-b-b-butterface, b-b-butterface.

Not really sure what the point of this post is. Just so you know, I'm not poking fun at her, I think she's incredibly talented and good at what she does. However, I guess beauty isn't required for success in the entertainment industry anymore?

2009-04-15T19:42:00.000-07:00

drama |ˈdrämə|
noun
1 a play for theater, radio, or television : a gritty urban drama about growing up in Harlem.
• such works as a genre or style of literature : Renaissance drama.
2 an exciting, emotional, or unexpected series of events or set of circumstances : a hostage drama | : an afternoon of high drama at Fenway Park.

Admit it. We all love it. Whether it's in the movies, gossip rags, reality ... shit son, it's almost a vital part of socialism. I have to say, the level of drama in my life right now is off the Richter. And I'm not even involved. I'm also bound to believe every person is rapt with the notion of secrecy, whether it's our own or others. How many people completely keep their mouth shut tight? I'd rather not answer that myself ...

What fuels this even more is the recent transformation of Facebook. Everyone bitched complained how it entirely 'cramped their style' during the first days, but you don't see anyone complaining about the public notices it posts now. Statuses and the 'like' options are most definitely being taken advantaged of too. Seriously, what's not to love? Public spats are the next best thing.

Gotta love frenemies.

***

What's on the agenda?

Thursdays are most definitely my rest days. I do shit all and then at 3PM I get ready for work. This weekend is unpolished but planned, so we'll see where things head. I need to get the lights on my dashboard fixed too, it's such a bitch! I have no idea what speed I'm driving at nighttime. :S

Anyways signing off, I'll see if I can keep this blog phase up.
x