ALL FALLS DOWN.
I'm not sure. This might come off as a rage/rant post. But I'm feeling hella shitty today. Even from last night.
I hate it when you see all the goodness in an individual, until one day they intentionally (or unintentionally) throw it back and do something wrong to you. I'm not sure if that exactly makes sense, but deadset it's like a slap to the face. And the worst thing is, that you find it hard to feel any sort of indignation towards them. You sort of end up just being angry with yourself, which supposedly doesn't solve anything.
But to be honest I'm not one to hold a grudge. Maybe I'm just feeling like this because my plans are now somewhat distorted, and less exciting. Everyone knows I have a tendency to a quick reaction along with a short fuse temper, so I don't know. I'll probably look back on this post and realize how ridiculous I'm being. But fuuuuuck. Okay I'm done haha.
amen sistaaa
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